Are souls measured in deeds, or ounces? Surely mine must tip the scale by now When I die, these measurements are all I'll be remembered by God forgive me for turning my back I know some apologies are in order A thousand days, in so few ways, I managed to dig my own grave One-size-fits-all morals into regret I'm sorry you had to see me this way It felt right a the time If a conscience can adapt, it is no longer a conscience How many people suffered for me to learn this? I'll admit, the way I choose to live is wrong The fact that I rationalize these thoughts is poison to the soul What have I become? In reacting to this world I have taken its place as the eater of souls Can demons self-reflect? Can demons self-reflect? Can demons self-reflect? Can I murder my reflection? I'll kill that look in my eye If it takes me my whole life I'll eradicate this doppelganger and shape it in my image I won't be what I am I won't be what I am Is this who I want to be? Hateful, lustful, and a slave to every greed? I'm sorry I mean it, I'm sorry