Tell me how i used to be A paper box piled up in storage My mind was wanderin' In the meaninglessness I have I was afraid of holidays Cause there's nothing to do Like a slave of routine I made Stuck in the loop In this life of race I was a disgrace Who's soaked in the rain Need a flash grenade Inside my brain to see anything new That's all you can feel When you've lost desire For a woman, for the world I was tired And she led me into her dream That I used to dream before So I appreciate she brought me The thing called love A little walk while she's goin home Cause obviously I wanted to be with her But I forgot something else to say So I said Oh I needed some fresh air I was afraid of holidays Cause there's nothing to do Like a slave of routine I made Stuck in the loop In this life of race I was a disgrace Who's soaked in the truth Need a flash grenade Inside my brain to see anything new That's all you can feel When you've lost desire For a woman, for the world I was tired And she led me into her dream That I used to dream before So I appreciate she brought me The thing called love