Change the water that I swim in ‘Cause it's too damn brown I drown in this big pile of mud And I can't I can't get around I choke when I wanna breathe I crawl when I wanna fly I die when I wanna live I live when I wanna die Mankind fell in love with the universe Got jealous and raped the whole world I drown in this big pile of mud And I can't I can't get around I choke when I wanna breathe I crawl when I wanna fly I die when I wanna live I live when I wanna die I drink what I shouldn't drink I eat what I shouldn't eat I feel how I shouldn't feel I am where I shouldn't be I walk around like a prisoner with a ball an' chain As I carry the world on my shoulders It feeds my nightmares and steals my power I fear what I shouldn't fear I read what I shouldn't read And I hear what I shouldn't hear I see what I shouldn't see I choke when I wanna breathe I crawl when I wanna fly I die when I wanna live I live when I wanna die I drink what I shouldn't drink I eat what I shouldn't eat I feel how I shouldn't feel I am where I shouldn't be