Never thought this is what it'd be like To find it's all been a lie I guess I'm too young to know what is wrong or right White picket fences The happy family life Divorce, cancer, and suicide Is this really life Is this really life I didn't wanna believe it You showed me a world of gold Now I'm left here deceived And I don't have a home I'm sitting here just tainted But how could I blame you That's all you've ever known When I look you in the eyes I get a glimpse of what you've been through How could I have missed what's going on Can we go back to playing pretend Cause I don't wanna see all our sins Is this really life Is this really life I didn't wanna believe it You showed me a world of gold Now I'm left here deceived And I don't have a home I'm sitting here just tainted But how could I blame you That's all you've ever known I can't take the blind off I can't take the blind off again The blind off again I can't take the blind off I can't take the blind off again The blind off again I didn't wanna believe it You showed me a world of gold Now I'm left here deceived And I don't have a home I'm sitting here just tainted But how could I blame you That's all you've ever known