Seems like it was just last night I was all set up for the highest heights Oh, yeah How'd I fuck it all up again, again Eighteen, yeah, I got big dreams But it don't mean shit if I can't stop dreaming Every second Yeah, I could've been there, right then Taking over my thoughts, no, I can't let it go Say I just need to focus, but that's what I don't do best Yeah, here we go again Didn't mean to go MIA, IA Got lost inside my twisted head Couldn't go my way, too late All my efforts to a wasted end No, I don't really mean to, it's not how it seems Swear I want it Didn't wanna go MIA, IA Yeah, I'm stuck up at the start again Up high, tryna fake my pride When I know deep down that I have no fight One hit could knock me down and I'd be better off dead, yet I'll say all this shit, how I'd make it work And then I trip down all the steps and hurt my head And end up eating all the words that you said Taking over my thoughts, no, I can't let it go Say I just need to focus, but that's what I don't do best (don't do beat) Here we go again Didn't mean to go MIA, IA Got lost inside my twisted head Couldn't go my way, too late All my efforts to a wasted end No, I don't really mean to, it's not how it seems Swear I want it Didn't mean to go MIA, IA Yeah, I'm stuck up at the start again Yeah, I didn't wanna go MIA, IA I, I Didn't wanna go MIA, IA Got lost inside my twisted head Couldn't go my way, too late All my efforts went wasted Wish that I could skip ahead M-I-A Ooh Ooh-hoo