Having is not the same as wanting, just as wanting Is not caring for what you later miss You only know what you have when you lose it And that's what hurts The mirror is easy to see Only when it fogs up Pretending to be fine is what hurts me Because the heart cannot be deceived I wasted so much time wishing to see people Feeling proud of me That now I feel empty Damn it, when you think of them One thing is what you see And another is what you feel I couldn't change, I tried And I'm still the same as always Only one look has known how to appreciate me Without wanting to change me Now it's hard for me to accept That you're not here as always It took me so long to accept myself And wherever you are I never tire of thinking of you You gave me the will to exist With an: I will always love you But it wasn't enough for forever And life without you now feels so lonely I'd give everything to see you one last time Even if it's just once Because wherever you are I will never stop missing you Even if I never see you again Because I will always love you