I've dragged this out As long as I can take I'm guilty of promises I know that I can't keep As I drift off back to sleep So close the door I'll bang my head against the wall Bitter and defeated Brokenhearted plans To get through anything tonight The sun goes down, and Fades into blue and pink shadows Growing older everyday I look to let go Searching for a meaning With each passing season Try to take a walk To gather up my thoughts, but Every dog on the street seem to hate me And I'll drive through the hills at night Looking at the homes, that I Will never be able to afford The sub-suburban fantasy It's ruling me Sometimes I want the palm trees To lean so far that they break And crush me The sun goes down, and Fades into blue and pink shadows Growing older everyday I look to let go (That's it)