In my head Let it begin, push it away, but it's pulling me in Try to pretend, I'm not aware when I do it again I know the signs, I see the pattern in front of my eyes Something inside me opens up wide, stretching and coming alive I can't stop it when it starts Trying not to fall apart Building up until it all goes dark In my head, I can feel it getting closer In my head, breathing heavy on my shoulder And I'm trying to fake it, but there's no way to escape it In my head, buried underneath the noises In my head, there's a million little voices Saying: You'll never make it, and there's no way to escape it In my head Coming around, thoughts are intruding, I'm pushing 'em down Stopping it now, blocking out, in fact I'm blocking it out Holding too tight, kidding myself, turn a wrong into right Thief in the night, I've been the one putting gas in the lights I can't stop it when it starts Trying not to fall apart Building up until it all goes dark In my head, I can feel it getting closer In my head, breathing heavy on my shoulder And I'm trying to fake it, but there's no way to escape it 'Cause I'm swirling in the panic of a shaking confidence No, I don't have an answer when the questions don't make sense In my head, I can feel it getting closer In my head, breathing heavy on my shoulder And I'm trying to fake it, but there's no way to escape it In my head, buried underneath the noises In my head, there's a million little voices Saying: You'll never make it, and there's no way to escape it In my head