Pity party for one (for one) I thought of five ways to die, what have I become? Pity party for one (for one) What will be remembered when I'm gone? Yeah I'm depressed There's no serotonin, my head's all a mess I fake a smile all day, I'm actually really stressed My friends ask: What's wrong? I digress I'm sorry, I'm not what you thought I'd be You expected too much out of little me I'm trying my best to survive reality When really all I want is to go back to sleep I'm sick and tired of putting this smile on my face You yell at me, my mind's already up in space Just save your breath and all that you gotta say I long for the moment I can get away All these thoughts haunt me and my stupid brain How will I cope when I reach superstardom fame? Take what you hear about me with a grain But take the time to learn more than just my name When the low hits it gets really low But when the highs come, look how fast they go I only remember the worst that's how I roll And over time it truly takes a toll I am a human just like you and you and you When I need a friend it's interesting to see who pulls through And when the world's so silent now These thoughts they just get too damn loud When I'm gone what part of me remains? Will my impact be good? What will it gain? Are my parents proud? I wonder I want to be more than just a number Here I am trying to throw this pity party As I let my demons out, they sit and taunt me I ask how they are, greet them with a smile 'Cause the company is good after a while Pity party for one (for one) I thought of five ways to die what have I become? (What have I become?) Pity party for one (for one) What will be remembered when I'm gone? (Gone)