I've been up for three nights With my head and my heart in a fistfight Looking up at the flower Moon Wishing you could see the view I'm so tired, but I can never sleep Woke up crying from another dream I've seen this one before You leave me at the door Broken record, watch you run away I would never say it, but I want you to stay I see the warning signs Ignore them every time All I've ever known is walking the tightrope (Tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope) Holding on to the illusion of control (Control, control, control, control) I've been up for three nights With my head and my heart in a fistfight Underneath the flower Moon Wishing you could see the view Tryna keep it all together But we both know I'm not getting any better Lonely in a crowded room Only one I want is you (Should I stay?) The illusion of control (Should I go?) (Control, control, control, control) Watch the color leaving from your face Promising it won't always be this way I wish I could pretend That I could trust again One foot in and the other foot out 'Cause I'm too scared if I jump, I'll drown We've been trying not to hit the ground But what goes up must come down All I've ever known is walking the tightrope (Tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope) Holding on to the illusion of control (Control, control, control, control) I've been up for three nights With my head and my heart in a fistfight Underneath the flower Moon Wishing you could see the view Tryna keep it all together But we both know I'm not getting any better Lonely in a crowded room Only one I want is you (Should I stay?) The illusion of control (Should I go?) (Control, control, control, control) It's so hard being hardwired Voices in my head conspire Telling me you're such a liar Spreading like wildfire It's so hard being hardwired Voices in my head conspire Telling me you're such a liar Spreading like wildfire I've been up for three nights With my head and my heart in a fistfight Underneath the flower Moon Wishing you could see the view Tryna keep it all together But we both know I'm not getting any better Lonely in a crowded room Only one I want is you I've been up for three nights (should I stay?) Is walking the tightrope (should I go?) (Tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope) Tryna keep it together (should I stay?) The illusion of control (should I go?) (Control, control, control, control)