...I could only give her nothing but my hopeless grief Silence of my grating memories... Clouds above her grave I was staring to My tear blinded eyes My prayers for her innocent soul... To be salvated In the purest light of eternal peace... She was all I've ever had And for all she gave me I could only give her nothing But my bleeding suffering Creeping in quiet moments without her voice Giving me the strength to die slowly here Drowned in my endless shrieks Throttled in smell of Thuyus... ...Caressing me,soothing me... ...For just one & only touch & word of hers...