As she sits there so consumed Does she even know the truth Of what happened here tonight? Does she remember who she was? Brothers, sisters, parents? Does she even have a name? Will she change my mind? Do I want to be that way? Will it pass in time? Will I want to every day? Does the future that I want mean Losing all the present? I think in this case that it does Though I picture myself there when I see her tremble The picture starts to fade away Is it worth the price? Will I make it past the pain? Leave it all behind Can I live an endless day? She stares at me Peircing my soul Is it worth losing all I know? She stares at me How can I tell A reflection of my future self I don't know