I just gave into my aching chest Let fear take hold of me Felt bad for myself Resent what can not be I might have all I ever wanted Four walls and food to eat Mama made sure I'd want for nothing Still there's nothing here for me Without you, what was I thinking? Leaving you behind (Leaving you behind, leaving you behind) Without you, what was I thinking? Leaving you behind (Leaving you behind, leaving you behind) I counted the stacks up on my table What cost is company? High horse in my stable A million lives to lead I walked miles I climbed mountains Found the castle by the sea But why fight off the dragon If you're not in the balcony? Without you, what was I thinking? Leaving you behind (Leaving you behind, leaving you behind) Without you, what was I thinking? Leaving you behind (Leaving you behind, leaving you behind) What was I thinking? What was I thinking? What was I thinking? I just gave into my aching chest Let fear take hold of me Felt bad for myself Resent what can not be I might have all I ever wanted Four walls and food to eat Mama made sure I'd want for nothing Still there's nothing here for me Without you, what was I thinking? Leaving you behind (Leaving you behind, leaving you behind) Without you, what was I thinking? Leaving you behind (Leaving you behind, leaving you behind) What was I thinking? What was I thinking? What was I thinking? Leaving you behind, leaving you behind