And you know I got something to tell you I may be gone for a while I'm not sure when I'll be back Or even if I want to I don't know where I went wrong here I'm not sure of the time But I've been feeling like I'm not breathing And I just want to stay alive It kills me I couldn't say it on your birthday to you For the first time in years I feel like it's my fault It's something I'll get used to I don't know where I went wrong here I'm not sure of the time But I've been feeling like I'm not breathing And I just want to stay alive You have no idea what you do to me I needed help a few times But you didn't mind Still nothing's working I feel I've lost the right to have something better in my life I'm different sometimes I'm not happy all the time All the time All the time