Sometimes my mind is exploding like a burning fist in my head The broken will is carved in my brain my life it ends I pray for those who are in pain my life is no more the same Whenever i look in the mirror i don´t know what i should see I stand in front of myself and think oh god this can´t be me I pray for those who are in pain my life is no more the same It seems to me Like a bad god damned curse It seems to me Like a withering nose It seems to me Like a needle that hurts It seems to me Like a god-damned-curse I am lying here in my bed left alone from all my dreams Nobody is ready to hold my hand and help me now I pray for those who are in pain my life is no more the same Need someone to help my dying like a man Please let it be not so slowly i will not lose my dignity I pray for those who are in pain my life is no more the same It seems to me Like a bad god damned curse It seems to me Like a withering nose It seems to me Like a needle that hurts It seems to me Like a god-damned-curse