Everything At Once

F              Am
I can’t cry, I'm too anxious
 G              Em
Restless mind, I can’t shake this
  F                   Am
Said I’m fine but we both know I’m faking
 G                      Em
I’m not feeling numb,  I’m just feeling everything at once
  F
Hate when you ask how I’m doing
  Am
I know that you’re just assuming
  G                  Em
I’m better now, not bleeding out
   F
Get outta bed on a good day
     Am
Lately that’s all I can do, hey
   G                      Em
I go through hell to hide myself
    F                      Am
I think about new ways to hurt me
    G                         Em
But don’t want my mother to see
         F                  Am
It’s not that I feel undeserving
      G                     Em
Just blame it on the chemistry

That’s why

F               Am
I can’t cry, I'm too anxious
G              Em
Restless mind, I can’t shake this
 F                   Am
Said I’m fine but we both know I’m faking
 G                                        Em
I’m not feeling numb, I’m just feeling everything at once
F
Whatever I do I can’t slow down
 Am
Please don’t leave me alone now
 G                   Em
Cuz when I stop, my demons talk
  F
I’m coming off apathetic
  Am
I play it off like it’s an aesthetic
            G                   Em
Clearly I care too much, but I’m fooling everyone

F                         Am
I think about new ways to hurt me
 G                         Em
But don’t want my mother to see
  F                       Am
It’s not that I feel undeserving
  G                       Em
Just blame it on the chemistry

That’s why

 F             Am
I can’t cry, I'm too anxious
 G                Em
Restless mind, I can’t shake this
 F                      Am
Said I’m fine but we both know I’m faking
  G                                        Em
I’m not feeling numb, I’m just feeling everything at once
  F                     Am
I’m just feeling everything at once
  G                     Em
I’m just feeling everything at once
  F                     Am
I’m just feeling everything at once
  G                      Em
I’m just feeling everything at once