To be naive and a disappointment You lied to me about everything Back to a time when it wasn't pointless You blinded me, I couldn't see Through suicidal, nihilistic thoughts There's never any action or boundaries you can cross It's time, I set the lines between you and me When I am gone, what is left of myself? Inside of the room I spent all my hours And my days finding out who I am, why I'm here With the sounds and the words to make everything clear For all the people I've known, the ones that I loved I know this is hard letting go, don't give up I'm no longer here, but I know I can trust You'll leave everything as it was You got the nerve to be sick and twisted It's all a joke, you laughed at me When I was weak and I needed something Belittling, now can you see? The moment when I'm here and then I'm not I want every bullet, I wanted every rope But now I'm glad you finally set me free When I am gone, what is left of myself? Inside of the room I spent all my hours And my days finding out who I am, why I'm here With the sounds and the words to make everything clear For all the people I've known, the ones that I loved I know this is hard letting go, don't give up I'm no longer here, but I know I can trust You'll leave everything as it was