Losses, losers and more Gain of life's pleasures go on taste them free at door To a life, shuttered in, less than to zero in me All my walls Falling down Pains aloft Misery I'm sure that the lessons were well learned I'm sure that the punishments went well deserved By the pawn, in the plan, taste of shit Bitterness Walk from me Everything Systema-tically Come on You were the one You were the one To dredge up Shit inside of me In my pointless life of nothing (Tell me) what I'm supposed to be (Tell me) who I'm supposed to be (Tell me) what it takes to ascend (Tell me) what it takes to live Patience, pleasures and rewards Come in due time Stare at the Sun I'm bored In a life meaningless soaking up all of me Like the cross You worship Life is loss Look at me I'm sure that some day we'll wake up I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream Of success, and focus, tunneling, to the light Glowing deep Inside of me Your taunting I wake up Come on You were the one You were the one To dredge up Shit inside of me In my pointless life of nothing (Tell me) what I'm supposed to be (Tell me) who I'm supposed to be (Tell me) what it takes to ascend (Tell me) what it takes to live Tell me now! Tell me now! Pain Misery (in me) Distress Dismal (calling) Know where (loser) Depressed Idiot (man I'm the) Failure Loser (in me) Loser (who I am) Loser (in me) Don't feel sorry Don't feel sorry for me Don't need your sympathy or empathy Don't need your sympathy inside of me Don't need your sympathy or empathy Don't need your sympathy inside of me Don't feel sorry Don't feel sorry for me Come on I know You were the one You were the one Numb to feelings inside of me Why I've seized my vision (Don't need) you to tell me who to be (Don't need) you to tell me what to be (Don't need) you to tell me how to ascend (Don't need - how to live) you to tell me how to live (how to live)