Destroyed by mistake Burned alive and wrapped with strings Slide in broken glasses Eaten alive, enjoy the swoon Strange anemia parasite wound, operates molestation in A hospital ward Lies tell truths, craving strokes, hiding hooks All the time I'd lost finding my way out All the time I'd lost buried underground All the time I'd lost locked in a cell All the time I'd lost praying by the bell All the time I'd lost stabbing my skull All the time I'd lost scratching abscesses All the time I'd lost in purification All the time I'd lost fighting my temptations Slice my wrists with rusted scissors knots Splinters in my throat, nails in my eyes, leeches in my lungs Bite my lips out All the time I'd lost desiring to wake up All the time I'd lost sewing body parts Violate my heart and cry out Do I have to find a way to escape your rapist desire Tied between limbs and razorblades All the time that I'd lost All the time that I'd lost So lost So lost So lost So lost So lost So lost So lost So lost