Every day a surprise Every time a distraction All the while I do try To hold my hope inside But my day's growing short And my mind growing weaker I don't recognize myself When I look in the mirror My words are not my words When they spill out of my mouth And my world is not my world I trip and fall to the ground All my wants and my dreams And everything I'd ever seek Could they ever leave me Do I still believe Lately I've been thinking About what will arrive What will die when I try And stop hiding in a lie How hard I held hope Even when my dreams would expire I'm not feeling any younger Time flies by and I Can't find my way in life I'm stuck in-between now and my past Things seem to be moving too fast My mind seems to unravel next And I can't see what else is left This voice isn't mine, it's way out of line Feels like I'm lying to myself When thoughts and the words escaping me Are not reflections of who I see A stranger to the world A world of things I don't know I am out of my own Bearing cold heart and soul, left all alone So lost in the dark Still out of control I am far from my home I'm afraid of what comes after the day Into the night Of who I'll become in the confines Of the greatest insecurities I hide Behind my own mask Pretending something's there When a void is all I feel Where has the light of hope gone It's too late for us to be young Time flies by and I Can't find my way in life Time flies by and I Can't find my way in life I just need to fight To find myself again