And what if I told you that there will never be an end? I'm cold snow and the world is conflagration I didn't want it to be this way These are not the plans they had for me But sometimes I can't hide Sometimes I find myself in this dark room And I just wish I could see a way out If I'm with you it's inevitable that I drag you in And I'm afraid you'd see behind the pleasant face I'm afraid you'd discern the hell within The eternal and overwhelming feeling of loss The glass walls represent no protection And I take the force of the blow There's fear and there are thoughts of ending it all I felt warmth on your touch It seems that your eyes have the means to dissect my heart And meaningless is life now Strange how dark falls suddenly in a bright sunny morning And I can no longer envision what's around me What's alive in me Like a mourning song it takes to dance this motionless dance Where all I can do is to stare at the fragile Crumbling "brick" walls in the mirror What am I when the sun rises? What am I to do? Where is the inspiration once so vivid in the veins? Is this an infirmity or am I just now waking up? My eyes are like your But my truth differs Anguish is a commanding thing when it strikes It is the dark I see It is the dark seed in me Flourishing into all that wounds my essence In the haziness further on I can somehow discern the face of an angel The face that now bleeds the cold heart of mine Loss… Fear… And my shaking hands won't find rest Breathing is so hard when you're swimming In an ocean of tears