I lived, I died The same mistake apologize A thousand times I need to be alone Curse punishment and suffering I miss that something wrong Scriptures full of death and I lie So I asked myself to stop I used to lie the way I feel Deceiving me I had enough And I'm not afraid of Cloudy days was so cogent My strenght was fading in my vain No one else is left here and Silence is the best of everything Singing miles and miles of sorrow But I dont wanna hear it I don't wanna feel it I try to lie to myself I've tried to blame someone else Lapsed at the edge of lunacy Empty inside Could be my life like a lie? A prison inside My last illusion Already there Already dead No one else is left here and Though all this hate is transitory Silence is the best of everything I do feel it