This day feels like the coldest nights Seeing all those scary sights Flashing right before my eyes So I'm getting out of this town I think I'm losing control Stories I never told I feel like I'm a leaky boat A boat that's slowly going down Oh, I'm so fucked up, smoking cigs You only care when I'm gone Playing music, I'm vibing in the rain, I'm so alone I can feel your fucking words and scary sights through my bones One day you will see my name written on a piece of stone Street lights shine like stars in the sky I'll be with them when I die I only want what is mine Knife in my stomach, not butterflies I run away, blood on my face I wanna die, fuck, it's not a phase And it's not days and it's not months But it's been years since I'm just numb Oh, I'm so fucked up, smoking cigs You only care when I'm gone Playing music, I'm vibing in the rain, I'm so alone I can feel your fucking words and scary sights through my bones One day you will see my name written on a piece of stone