Maybe I'm fucked or all out of luck Maybe this is chemical Am I out of line or out of my mind? I'm never neurotypical Should I get too high when I'm down Or stay six feet in the ground? I'm all out of luck So I guess I'm just fucked I might just be beyond repair Or maybe I was born this way I thought that I'd be better now But then I fall back down the drain I'm accepting That maybe I'm fucked or all out of luck Or maybe this is chemical Am I out of line or out of my mind? I'm never neurotypical Should I get too high when I'm down Or stay six feet in the ground? I'm all out of luck So I guess I'm just fucked I finally feel alive today But I bet I won't tonight Whiplash from all the highs and lows I would kill to be alright Bedridden sick insomniac Self-medicated maniac When do I have to face the facts? The honest truth is Maybe I'm fucked or all out of luck Maybe I'm a narcissist A subtle insane with no one to blame Am I a result of this? A result of everything Telling me what I'm supposed to be? Get me out of this rut, 'cause I don't wanna say I'm fucked or all out of luck Maybe this is chemical Am I out of line or out of my mind? I'm never neurotypical Should I get too high when I'm down Or stay six feet in the ground? I'm all out of luck So I guess I'm just fucked