I vomit for being born human I spit my disgust for all that is At an age where nothing pleases me And where joys are reduced to physiological needs Every night I fall asleep With the expectancy of never waking up Getting lost in oneiric eternity Avoiding he brutal return to ephemeral reality Happiness this degrading delusion Supreme insult to intelligence Leads us to naively marvel At the worst mundane silliness I'm moving with lucidity as my only light Through darkness of the masses of decerebrate And useless parasites Towards absolute nihilism Into the crystalline firmament of cold purity Complete destruction is the basis of purity To timelessly deny the world Leads to absolute wisdom Otherwise only hate and contempt remain My heart has changed to stone When I realized that anything we believed In as children Was actually lies destined to fill our Meaningless existence Of stinking carcass avid for vain and low pleasures The only way to recover from nihilism is to go Back to chaos Rejecting all we have learned More than killing ourselves It's going back to that unborn state to choose To never come to life