Opened up my eyes and what I saw it only made me realize That I am weak and there is nothing that comes close To what it feels to be enslaved to this old shell I am pretending is myself What I live just can't be real How I long to stop the fall I can't breathe through all the smoke that's burning everything That's left inside me Swimming in an endless sea of what I once believed Could make me whole again Now I need some space cause I am suffocating Lost without a trace, out on a journey to the sun The only source that could refill my heart with hope But it's too late, my eyes are far too tired to see What I live just can't be real I've been here for far too long I can't breathe through all the smoke that's burning everything That's left inside me Swimming in an endless sea of what I once believed Could make me whole again How I'll know what is for real Is there something left to feel I got thorns around my soul There's no strength in me no more I'm heading downwards These chains rip my skin I have lost sight They say living is easy when eyes are wide shut I remember a time when we were bold enough To look into the bright light I can't breathe through all the smoke that's burning everything That's left inside me Swimming in an endless sea of what I once believed Could make me whole again