impressions of self- mutilation so intense and real all these scars for one illusion but life got no meaning dreams are dead suffered for nothing suffer from nothing but life nihilistic thoughts with a bitter intention senseless streams with no unity reason is just a part of lunacy hopes are dead suffered for nothing suffer from nothing but life in the face of futility existence receives a bitter meaning pure suicidal happiness realize all the lies of truth on the ashes of your hopes accept death and express your world of suicide