Oh my God I did it again Why is this happening to me? Why am I supposed to be? The roses are dead now And there's no air to compose all my lungs Why do I keep doing this to myself? When I look beyond my window Instead of rest on my own pillow I ask myself I'm drowning in my thoughts, and I can't breathe The weight of silence is all I see I search for the answers, but they slip away Into the the dark, I slowly fade I saw my name on the grave And that was it Just rest me in shame This night is cold and endless I need to burn this silence Lost again Every step I take feels heavier than before I tried to speak, but silence stayed I tried to scream But nobody cared Its hard to talk when words are knives That cut so deep I'm drowning in my thoughts, and I can't breathe The weight of silence is all I see I search for the answers, but they slip away Into the dark, I slowly fade I saw my name on the grave And that was it Just rest me in shame Enbrace my hands And watch me fall again