I have had these kinds of nights before when I'm not there I have seen that look a million times and I don't care I know the further we go the more we open our souls the more I test you and hurt you and I know that I'm cruel but it's not because I like to And I am cold as the winter I am hard as the rain and only hard on the outside but inside insane and if you stay around me you might get hurt but you know that my heart is somewhere I have blamed myself and still I do it's not you I can't control this but I try I'd give up all to feel alive I know the further we go the more we open our souls the more I test you and hurt you and I know that I'm cruel but it's not because I like to And you are cold as the winter I am hard as the rain and only hard on the outside but inside insane and if you stay around me I might get hurt but you know that your heart is somewhere