I'm looking into you Thers nothing there It's gone Do you kow who you are I'm looking into you You have his stare Fallen into you over and over and over I can't remember I can't see Stop this Stop this now Don't think about Filled place in your head and it goes back there You ache and you ache Beaten yourself up now Stop this thought Stop this thought Aching stop Aching stop Aching stop When you're high If you could see what I see In your unfocused empty child like eyes You'd see my father's blue stare And the horror Of the loss of language of an educated man Recited poems and shakespeare Knew the name of every tree in latin memory The unjust cruel sentencing of bewilderment And the dying of the brain When you're high What do you see His last words to me from surgery His last words to me His last words Hang on every word Hang on every word Hang on every word Hang on every word Hang on every word Hang on every word Hang on every word Hang on every word Hang on every word Hang on every word Hang on every word Hang on every word Hang on every word