I hold this inside, I'm scared that I might Just suffer alone until I die I'm far from the light, there’s no one in sight And I don’t know how to feel right How did I get like this? I'm a failure to coexist lately Nobody knows me best like know my lonely Know my loneliness I'm severing ties and I don’t know why I'm watching the days roll into nights It’s never the time, I guess that it’s fine I'm stuck in a fragile state of mind There’s never a reason, it might be the season I'm caught in a feeling I can’t shake now It’s not any secret, I struggle to speak up I think I might erupt, someone save me How did I get like this? I'm a failure to coexist lately Nobody knows me best like know my lonely Know my loneliness I was waiting on the right time to be honest And talk about everything but then Someone told me there’s no right time, just now This is all I’ve got, give it one more shot Now I know next time things fall apart This is all I’ve got, give it one more shot If I mess things up I’ll just restart How did I get like this? I'm a failure to coexist lately Nobody knows me best like know my lonely Know my loneliness