Feeling so lost on the outside and paying all the cost within It's like standing in crossfires These thoughts keep on spreading like wildfires, and I don't know where to begin The same story again Keep running in place Saying anything just to try to save face How you gon' judge? You don't even know the case Made me build these walls, I forgot how to escape Wake me up when it's all over I've lost all my composure Push this weight all off my shoulders But it's still not enough Rip me out this paranoia Pull back each time I show you Think I went too far to make it home So where do I go now when every road's closed down? My heart is a ghost town and nobody knows I can't watch the sundown, it brings up too much now I don't know where I start when my head and heart are miles apart So tell me how to find my peace When I can't even find a minute to breathe I'm tryna be that person that you want me be But it's hard when I can't even be that person for me It's like some kinda disease, I guess I'm still nursing Still learning, still tryna be a better person It's like the boss gave a day off 'cause nothing's working But they only see the show, not behind the curtains Wake me up when it's all over I've lost all my composure Push this weight all off my shoulders But it's still not enough Rip me out this paranoia Pull back each time I show ya Think I went too far to make it home So where do I go now when every road's closed down? My heart is a ghost town and nobody knows I can't watch the sundown, it brings up too much now I don't know where I start when my head and heart are miles apart Are miles apart Are miles apart Are miles apart So where do I go now when every road's closed down? My heart is a ghost town and nobody knows I can't watch the sundown, it brings up too much now I don't know where I start when my head and heart are miles apart Wake me up when it's all over I've lost all my composure I don't know where to begin the same story again Are miles apart Rip me out this paranoia Pull back each time I show you I can't even be that person for me, it's like some kind of disease Are miles apart