Said I wouldn’t get caught in so deep, no Thought I wouldn’t let feelings creep in, no It’s so hard to just hide it My body screams it so fucking loud I'm so obsessed I can’t fight it But I can’t say the words they’re eating me up Wanna have your heart on me embodied Don’t want nobody touching your body You call this lust I deny it I'm pretty sure I just fell in love You say you’re free I don’t buy it Beg for my attention, can’t have enough of And now you’re cold again You used to be my holly gem I have been calling my friends They think you’re attached to them Now I'm walking alone Crawl before I fall 'Cause I'm too scared to crush I get emotionally detached It ain’t too hard to be honest No feelings, eh that she promised But she caught ‘em Said I'm not him I do not commit, I keep flowing I'm not a guy you can tie down We only fuck at a night out Tell you what, I’ll give you that Yeah, you know how In your car, seats are back In you right now In your mind You are mine Baby that’s a lie In my mind You’re not mine Baby that’s just life Baby that’s just life Baby that’s just life Told you you’re not mine And now you’re cold again You used to be my holly gem I have been calling my friends They think you’re attached to them Now I'm walking alone Crawl before I fall 'Cause I'm too scared to crush I get emotionally detached When I think of you I think of death I think of death What you killed inside of me While you left me alive You left me there to die Oh, no And now you’re cold again (When I think of you) You used to be my holly gem (I think of death) I have been calling my friends (I think of death) They think you’re attached to them Now I'm walking alone (What you killed inside of me) Crawl before I fall (While you left me alive You left me there to die) I get emotionally detached When I think of you I think of death I think of death What you killed inside of me While you left me alive You left me there to die