You were part of me for a while I had such a huge emotional dependence But I freed myself from the person I loved most I'm a monster for hurting you But it was necessary I only had you to accompany me, and kill me You wanted to pass me off as crazy, but I realized who you were Love is letting go And I left Everything was happening around me, but I pretended not to see I think a punch would hurt less Than your words I think a punch would hurt less Than your lies Your speeches seemed to hypnotize me I was afraid of losing you But I realized that I was actually afraid of you I'm a monster for hurting you, but it was necessary I felt my insides dissipate The red roses you gave me were my blood The cords you gave me hanged me The photo frames were our insistent photos The rings were a ring of fire that burned me inside Everything was happening around me, but I pretended not to see I think a punch would hurt less Than my broken feelings I think a punch would hurt less Than your horrible surprises I needed to end all this I needed to break it all I needed to leave all this I needed to get over all this Love, should I have left you? Lover, should I have hurt you? Lover, should I have broken you? Love, you're nothing but a memory Love, you're nothing but a memory Everything was happening around me, but I pretended not to see I think a punch would hurt less Than your words I think a punch would hurt less Than your lies I left everything behind but my heart I'm a monster for hurting you, but it was necessary I left everything behind but my heart I'm a monster for hurting you, but it was necessary Love, you're nothing but a memory What a lie of mine