I think I fell in love I let myself be carried away by lies I didn't slow down when I should have slowed down It was cutting, it was piercing Why are tears streaming down my face? I let myself be led by the wrong people Forgive me Lilly, I hurt people who shouldn't have Now I hope this cycles are closed, I don't want to fall in love again Going down the hill of lies, weaving fears I was the one who gave the command for the guns to fire Now I cry on the bathroom floor And I pray that this cycles are closed, cycles are closed once and for all It was make believe, it was a lullaby And I fell like a duckling Why naivety makes you fall in love with inconsistent things I could tell everyone to fuck off But I want to hurt myself so I'll cry in my bathroom And forget that I apologized for my mistakes Will Lilly forgive me when I asked for mercy Now I hope this cycles are closed, I don't want to fall in love again Going down the hill of lies, weaving fears I was the one who gave the command for the guns to fire Now I cry on the bathroom floor And I pray that this cycles are closed, cycles are closed once and for all I reached the end point I blamed myself and was left with the greatest pain I joined the club of injured people who got hurt by bad people He now wants to take justice into his own hands And damn I'm going to let him hurt me Because I already hurt him once Now I hope this cycles are closed, I don't want to fall in love again Going down the hill of lies, weaving fears I was the one who gave the command for the guns to fire Now I cry on the bathroom floor And I pray that this cycles are closed, cycles are closed once and for all (May this cycle close) (May this cycle close) (May this cycle close) (May this cycle close)