I let down the people I loved most Come kill me, come throw me at the sharks It was like feeling a dagger in my heart My wounds are still purple My veins getting lost in my body Guilty pleasure, criminal pleasure They used to say your essence is all you can achieve They say dying fighting is a heroic act But I'm an antihero, I'm a fallen angel I'm afraid of everything, I'm afraid of following and falling on the second step Dream is never too much Pretending is not difficult Placing blame on someone else is very easy Apologizing after hurting someone is very low Dream is never too much Blaming others for your mistakes is so easy I'm great at hurting people I'm amazing at ending any relationship I think dreams are the only things I can have forever In February my heart was lost He gave me flowers but never love I'm guilty of all this My heart turned blue, my life turned gray My soul was lost, my eyes turned to flames I was raised in a place you'll never know I did things you'll never know I hurt people you'll never meet Dream is never too much Pretending is not difficult Placing blame on someone else is very easy Apologizing after you hurt someone is very low Dream is never too much Lie to me, say I didn't hurt anyone Say that the flowers have not withered Say my dreams came true I want lies, because truths hurt too much Dream is never too much Pretending is not difficult Placing blame on someone else is very easy Apologizing after you hurt someone is very low Dream is never too much Blaming others for your mistakes is so fucking easy I'm great at hurting people I'm incredible at ending any relationship I think dreams are the only things I can have forever