I sank into the sea, I threw myself off the cliff I'm my own demon I am my own sin I'm so unclean, I'm so bad That I don't deserve you And you don't deserve something as bad as me I think I killed myself, I think I went into limbo I ran away from reality, pretended I was good enough But I can't even sing anymore I'm my killer (my murder) I wrote my suicide letter You read it and cried Baby, don't mind me I promised not to leave, but I lost myself, I forgot to love myself And I feel like my murder was already planned I just did my killers a favor (my murder) It's not like people will miss me They only know how to judge me, I feel this all the time I took refuge in your love, but I feel like it wasn't enough You're an angel, love, but I couldn't ask for help And don't feel guilty, I went because I wanted to I think I killed myself, I think I went into limbo I ran away from reality, pretended I was good enough But I can't even sing anymore I'm my killer (my murder) I wrote my suicide letter You read it and cried Baby, don't mind me I promised not to leave, but I lost myself, I forgot to love myself And I feel like my murder was already planned I just did my killers a favor (my murder) I think I killed myself, I think I went into limbo I ran away from reality, pretended I was good enough But I can't even sing anymore I think I killed myself, I think I went into limbo I ran away from reality, pretended I was good enough But I can't even sing anymore