There's a crack in the silence when it rains like this As if your voice still leaks through the static I remember the headlights cutting through the darkness And how your name still tastes traumatic They said time would lessen it, diminish it But the pain doesn't lessen, it just changes shape I still see you in every reckless spark On every road I'm afraid to travel And I tried to bury you in better days But you bloom in every damn mistake Because every storm ends, that's what they say But nobody tells you what survives the rain I found the Sun, but it's not the same When I kiss and whisper your name Yes, the sky clears, but I still grieve You were lightning, I was never warm Now I'm learning that love doesn't come without thorns Every calm begins within a storm He has soft hands, doesn't drive too fast And laughs as if the world hasn't ended But every time he reaches out to me There's a ghost in every word he doesn't say I hate myself for the way I freeze As if loving you were some kind of crime You're a shadow in the passenger seat Of every future I try to build And I tried to bury you in better days But you bloom in every damn mistake Because every storm ends, that's what they say But nobody tells you what survives the rain I found the Sun, but it's not the same When I kiss you and whisper your name Yes, the sky clears, but I still grieve You were lightning, I was never warm Now I'm learning that love doesn't come without thorns Every calm begins within a storm Everything that dies remains alive somewhere And I will always remember how much I cried In the waiting room With blood on my hands So, Dylan, tell me Can I love you? You wouldn't feel pain Because it would hurt me to hurt you The sky will always clear Even if the storm is strong But I feel, in my heart That I will never get over The fact of seeing you die