And if I'm not enough for him I feel like he deserves better than me Why is the pain tearing? It even pierces me I just wanted peace, I just wanted something to hold me Life in the circus didn't work out Now they're the ones who make me laugh at my own jokes He's the reason I have wedding nightmares What if he leaves me at the altar? What if he's not what I need? But he's the one I want, why do I have this regret? He's the one who makes me teary-eyed over any shit We were the ones who built this empire But you didn't want any of that Just wanted me to stay for a few minutes Why I used to run away when the clock struck midnight It's just that I don't want to cry over silly things What if I'm your reason? What if I'm the obstacle? I don't want to be teary-eyed When he leaves, because I knew since the day I was born That I would know love and I would let it go Was it the perfect kiss for you? Was it the best moment of your life? I wish I didn't hold on to something that could hurt me But I can't fight my soul Why if you are a bad man Know that you will have wonderful music Why do they say it's the worst man that I write the best And maybe I'm lying to myself Or maybe I just don't have the courage to sit at the typewriter 'Cause I know I'll be teary-eyed We were the ones who built this empire But you didn't want any of that Just wanted me to stay for a few minutes Why I used to run away when the clock struck midnight It's just that I don't want to cry over silly things What if I'm your reason? What if I'm the obstacle? I don't want to be teary-eyed When he leaves, because I knew since the day I was born That I would know love and I would let it go I ran away at the wrong time I wish I had apologized for my mistakes But now that I'm going to cry my sorrows Maybe a glass of wine won't be enough Why will the void be an endless hole And I will look at the stars that we once were And I'll be teary-eyed because I lost the fucking fight And I let my mind lead the way And now that I bleed on your bed, now that I get teary-eyed