I was a bird flying aimlessly I want to jump on the first possible elixir I didn't want to fly against the wind I was tired, I was exhausted They say I'm glad you left me But I've never felt so much pain, so much pain Sam Was I really the best? Did Amber have ulterior motives? You are a pathological naive It was déjà vu, an endless cycle Every time I return to your bloodstained hands Our matching pendants It's all over, it's all over, it's all over The deepest pain was seeing your eyes asking for help Write on the paper, write your fears It was on the lotus bed, it was crying for you This is the deepest pain Red jackets passing through the door Running through orange leaves It was the end of autumn, and the end, and the end And in the end there was only me left, and only me left I was a phoenix that has not yet risen I could give you the apple that the Evil Queen gave Snow White I cried for you, but what was the point? You took them and pretended you were the victim But didn't you catch Amber in the hallway? Sources say Jake cried Meet me at the miracle river I'll be there with the dagger Melee, death in death You could have been my garden of Babylon I wanted to scream when I saw Amber touching his shoulder Could you imagine that blonde hair touching yours? I turned to ashes, I turned to pueria Become a ghost The deepest pain was seeing your eyes asking for help Write on the paper, write your fears It was on the lotus bed, it was crying for you This is the deepest pain Red jackets passing through the door Running through orange leaves It was the end of autumn, and the end, and the end And in the end there was only me left, and only me left Writing words in our footnote I wore your favorite cardigan Jake told me he wanted to die I felt the same so I did that I walked on the cobblestones When I tripped I cried in front of your house I read the letter you wrote And I'm the girl I always was I never hurt you, I just broke myself, I just broke myself The deepest pain was seeing your eyes asking for help Write on the paper, write your fears It was on the lotus bed, it was crying for you This is the deepest pain Red jackets passing through the door Running through orange leaves It was the end of autumn, and the end, and the end And in the end there was only me left, and only me left