It was a fake relationship I was a hobby The hourglass has already broken Even she is tired of waiting We don't have time to pretend we're the best Write your will, speak your last words Say I gave you a blow from the chest Even though I was the best of the models It was almost a work of art painted by Van Gogh Don't pretend you felt something for me Baby, the dress I wear is no longer white The lightest shade of blue Was dyed black, was overcome by rage I wanted to deceive my feelings, but they are like a snake attacking The lightest shade of blue Was marked by pain, my tiaras broken with spite Jake, Jake, feel the dagger entering your heart Let those blue eyes turn to dark feelings Pain, pain, break the paradigms, photograph my worst moments The lightest shade of blue is a lie Sitting on the mountain of our first kiss This is where we swore to lie to get what we wanted But I wanted more, much more I wanted your body, your fountain pens, your burns Your sorrows, your fights with Sam It was better to turn the worst, it was better to poison our truest feelings Tell me we were a little true Tell me that when we look at each other at our worst It was merely true It was inside the tunnel, that's when I saw blood on my hands I saw the sky turn black, I saw your eyes turn to ropes It was me, not Jud, you killed me, not Jud Could smell lotus, could believe in destiny But, I'm a being without fucking perspective The lightest shade of blue Was dyed black, was overcome by rage I wanted to deceive my feelings, but they are like a snake attacking The lightest shade of blue Was marked by pain, my tiaras broken with spite Jake, Jake, feel the dagger entering your heart Let those blue eyes turn to dark feelings Pain, pain, break the paradigms, photograph my worst moments The lightest shade of blue is a lie Melee, death in death Red-stained stained glass I could cry my memories I had with you I couldn't cry in our time, I couldn't feel Within these yellowed walls I diffused myself I hid, I went deep into my heart And in the end, there was only me and the flower that I smelled at the beginning of this path