I woke up from my dream I have a lotus flower in my hands They looked like suns, they shone and blinded my gaze Climbing the trees, seeing how I destroyed myself I fell, twisted my ankle, went into that tunnel again Broke my mind into pieces I could live on sunflowers and not complain It was pain, it was seeing you go Breaking our photos, burning letters I wanted to forget, I wanted to escape to that field Remember, remember, remember how much I turned to ashes I was the best a few years ago, I was completely yours I turned around and walked through the mangroves Walked through the Ocean Boulevard tunnel Our love bound by chains, bound by pure silver When I remember our love, I see how much we hurt each other Maybe it's not destiny, Jack I wasn't alone, I saw it turn yellow again I danced the waltz from that ballad, ink flowed from my eyes The dress could make me more beautiful I could throw away all the coffee cups I drank at our favorite coffee shop You weren't going to call, you weren't going to call You weren't going to call, I was breaking myself The clock struck 11:39 PM, my makeup smudged I ran to that field, I ran to lotus I saw you kiss Jud, I saw you kill her I saw everything, I saw my nightmares, I saw my fears, I saw your lips touching hers I was the best a few years ago, I was completely yours I turned around and walked through the mangroves Walked through the Ocean Boulevard tunnel Our love bound by chains, bound by pure silver When I remember our love, I see how much we hurt each other Maybe it's not destiny, Jack When I remember our love, when I remember our love When I remember our love, when I remember our love When I remember our love, when I remember our love When I remember our love, when I remember our love I want to die, I want to die