There's a hundred things I wanted to say But I didn't I thought I'd ruin everything again Though I'm the one who's hurting I won't say it out loud I know this feeling is all mine Heart on my sleeve 24/7 Wish I could hide it better Counting to three 'Till I say I'm upset Tears on my eyes When you answer my text Call me silly, call me fool Even if the wrong is you I apologize Cause I feel too much You don't even mind You don't want to touch My broken sharped heart That's art When I meet someone new i can't show Who I really am My anxiety kills me everytime It's like an invisible hand Around my neck It's hurts to know that I can't change A part of me I can't erase Seems that there's nothing bigger than my mistakes Counting to three 'Till I say I'm upset Tears on my eyes When you answer my text Call me silly, call me fool Even if the wrong is you I apologize Cause I feel too much You don't even mind You don't want to touch My broken sharped heart That's art That's growing No one else is inside my head No one feels what's in my chest Day by day I try to pretend Wondering when this pains will have an end Counting to three 'Till I say I'm upset Tears on my eyes When you answer my text Call me silly, call me fool Even if the wrong is you I apologize Cause I feel too much You don't even mind You don't want to touch My broken sharped heart That's art That's growing