Jasmine Ave (yeah) Sweet morning dew (heavy one, heavy one, heavy one) (EMRLD) You said you'd be in my arms By the next (heavy one) crescent Moon (heavy one) My immaturity created monsters To any girl that I hurt, hope you feel the guilt when you hear this verse Been wearin' it on my sleeve, see the hurt through the shirt Lust got the best of me, couldn't focus on your worth Didn't sympathize with your cries, you was tired I was blind, tryna find peace in the person that I was Instead of tryna grow into the man God designed Bloomed a lil' late, but pray for divine timin' But by that time, damage already done A jail of hurt, wish that I could pay the bond Resent me now, after you is where I run Ain't no fun when the rabbit got the gun Manipulator, misogynistic, narcissistic I'm put in that statistic, but wasn't my intentions Life came at a baby boy so fast I was sixteen with the world in my hands You said you'd be in my arms By the next crescent Moon Marissa, I apologize how I handled your heart Pourin' into a boy, I was far from a man Hurt me deeply seein' you bein' so good to me Deep down, knew that I was takin' you for granted Unappreciative, that was me self-sabotagin' Feelin' like you deserved a better me I walked away from you, tryna heal me And left you stranded in a broken home while you was goin' through your pregnancy Made a promise that I'd be back to you in no time Along that journey, I had came to realize I wasn't ready to be the man that you had fantasized After I promised to be the man that you fantasized Took my hands, then strangled the soul tie In them nine months, I was probably there nine times Promised you a wedding, you ain't get to see a wedding gown Hope you see a better version of me in my own child I know your background, pops was in jail (you said you'd be in my arms) Mama still an addict, you never had a family (by the next crescent Moon) Your home was abandoned, that was your chance to fix your curse That's the part of the story that makes it worse My upbringing significant to this situation But I'ma save it, 'cause this an apology and accountability letter that I owed you And it's been long awaited And I hope you get it and then appreciate it From this point, movin' forward, under oath, Marissa Swear to fix the void, my actions viewed by the Lord If I slip up, punish me by the sword Can't fix the past, but today, let's move forward Identified my crisis while I was tryna get righteous (you said you'd be in my arms) So all my wrongs I'm writin' while also chasin' enlightenment (by the next crescent Moon) I know my love was silent, somewhere my heart had went violent Let's put the past behind us, forgiveness, I hope you find it Genuinely apologize for real Jasmine Ave Sweet morning dew (heavy one) You said you'd be in my arms (I apologize to anyone I ever hurt) By the next crescent Moon (any monsters I created, I apologize for real) It's some promises I kept But the ones I didn't keep, them be the ones that hurt the most Sorry