I'm racing into the wall But in my mind, I'm okay And I don't say anything at all There's no price that I won't pay And I'm not worried now, it's just another day It's just another bad idea ahead Maybe I wanna go away It's not enough for me to stay And if I called it off today Could you understand me leaving? I'm pacing after the call Eyes are bloodshot red There was no one in the hall Nobody heard a thing I said And I'm not worried now, it's just another day It's just another bad idea ahead Maybe I wanna go away It's not enough for me to stay And if I called it off today Could you understand me leaving? What if I find a better way? Say the things I need to say It's no longer in the way I know it's all just one big nothing I hope you know I'm wearin' thin Can't let you see the state I'm in How are you now? Where have you been? I'll disappear and start again (and start again, and start again) Maybe I wanna go away It's not enough for me to stay And if I called it off today Could you understand me leaving? What if I find a better way? Say the things I need to say It's no longer in the way I know it's all just one big nothing What if I find a better way? (I hope you know) Say the things I need to say (I'm wearin' thin) It's no longer in the way (Can't let you see) I know it's all just one big nothing (The state I'm in)