I've been in the same place a thousand times (yeah, yeah) Feeling the same, shit, dozens of times (uh-huh) Didn't have the strength to overcome for months (no way) Wasn't born with luck, no cards in my hands (fuck that) And I know that thousands wouldn't understand (they don't know) What it's like to go through this shit, living in the haze (uh) So I just see my talent turning to punishment (turning to punishment) The Sun only shines when I'm feeling bent (when I'm feeling bent) I haven't really changed, just got more confident (more confident) Wasn't born knowing all, but I'm damn excellent (you know I am) I’ve been trying to grow up, knowing I hurt out of immaturity (immaturity) Fighting to pull my parents out, since I cried for this reality (reality) They don't see how I view every side (every side) And she doesn’t like it, but she needs me quiet (needs me quiet) So I just see my talent turning to punishment (turning to punishment) The Sun only shines when I'm feeling bent (when I'm feeling bent) I haven't really changed, just got more confident (more confident) Wasn't born knowing all, but I'm damn excellent (damn excellent) I’ve been trying to grow up, knowing I hurt out of immaturity (immaturity) Fighting to pull my parents out, since I cried for this reality (this reality) And I keep on fighting, with the weight on my shoulders (keep on fighting) Carrying the burden, while the world gets colder (it's getting colder) But I know one day I’ll find (I’ll find) The light that shines, when it’s my time (when it’s my time) I haven't really changed, just got more confident (more confident) Wasn't born knowing all, but I'm damn excellent (you know I am) I’ve been trying to grow up, knowing I hurt out of immaturity (immaturity) Fighting to pull my parents out, since I cried for this reality (this reality)