[Intro] G Em C Cm G Em C D G Em C Cm Why do I have to feel like this? G Em C D It's not your fault but I wish it was G Em C Cm Razorblade kisses in my skin G Em C D While sad songs plays in my ears G Em Why do I always return to you C Cm If I know it breaks me everytime? G Em Why do I make me look at you C D When I know you can't be mine? G Em I know I can't be loved C Cm I know that I'm not healthy G Em My mind is so fucked up C D Please, somebody help me G Em I'm hurting myself for you C Cm I see my blood drops in the ground G Em Do you even care how I feel? C D Well, I wouldn't be writing this if you did G Em All this voices in my head C Cm All of them tell me to end it up G Em All of them want me dead C D Will somebody hear me out? G I hate falling in love Em C Cm I mean, I hate that I fell in love G Em You were my first love C D You were my only love G Em They say that you can't be hurt C Cm By someone that you have never touched G E C D By someone that you have never saw G B7 But, shit, it hurts C Cm You don't know how much it hurts G B7 Shit, it hurts C D You don't know how much it hurted G B7 It's breaking me down, again and again C Cm I'm letting it drown, drown this pain G B7 It's breaking me down, again and again C D I'm letting it drown, drown this pain G B C Cm I'm not okay, I'll let you know that G B C D I'm not okay, I'll let you know that G B7 It is hard to love that hard C Cm When I hate myself and want to die G B7 C Selfharming in my arms while throwing up stars D I'm throwing up stars G B I see sparkles in your memories C Cm Did you really were that good? G B Can't get through with therapies C D I know you think that I could G B You only look out for me when you want to feel loved C Cm Just tell me, baby, do I make you feel loved? G B You only look out for me when you need to be hold C D Do I make you feel in home? G B Do you know that I'm alive 'cause I promised it to you? C Cm Well, I think I'll make you dissapointed once again G B C Because I don't know if I'll be alive when you listen to this D (I don't know if you are listening to me) G B C Cm I want to hate you but I can't G B C D I want to blame you but I'm the only guilty here G B C Sorry, but I wrote your name in my chest using a knife Cm G Sorry, but I need to cry for ten years more B C D I'm living for the 'maybe' that I know that will never come ( G B C Cm ) G B C D G I am living for the 'maybe' that I know that will never be Shit