[Intro] G Em C Cm
G Em C D
G Em C Cm
Why do I have to feel like this?
G Em C D
It's not your fault but I wish it was
G Em C Cm
Razorblade kisses in my skin
G Em C D
While sad songs plays in my ears
G Em
Why do I always return to you
C Cm
If I know it breaks me everytime?
G Em
Why do I make me look at you
C D
When I know you can't be mine?
G Em
I know I can't be loved
C Cm
I know that I'm not healthy
G Em
My mind is so fucked up
C D
Please, somebody help me
G Em
I'm hurting myself for you
C Cm
I see my blood drops in the ground
G Em
Do you even care how I feel?
C D
Well, I wouldn't be writing this if you did
G Em
All this voices in my head
C Cm
All of them tell me to end it up
G Em
All of them want me dead
C D
Will somebody hear me out?
G
I hate falling in love
Em C Cm
I mean, I hate that I fell in love
G Em
You were my first love
C D
You were my only love
G Em
They say that you can't be hurt
C Cm
By someone that you have never touched
G E C D
By someone that you have never saw
G B7
But, shit, it hurts
C Cm
You don't know how much it hurts
G B7
Shit, it hurts
C D
You don't know how much it hurted
G B7
It's breaking me down, again and again
C Cm
I'm letting it drown, drown this pain
G B7
It's breaking me down, again and again
C D
I'm letting it drown, drown this pain
G B C Cm
I'm not okay, I'll let you know that
G B C D
I'm not okay, I'll let you know that
G B7
It is hard to love that hard
C Cm
When I hate myself and want to die
G B7 C
Selfharming in my arms while throwing up stars
D
I'm throwing up stars
G B
I see sparkles in your memories
C Cm
Did you really were that good?
G B
Can't get through with therapies
C D
I know you think that I could
G B
You only look out for me when you want to feel loved
C Cm
Just tell me, baby, do I make you feel loved?
G B
You only look out for me when you need to be hold
C D
Do I make you feel in home?
G B
Do you know that I'm alive 'cause I promised it to you?
C Cm
Well, I think I'll make you dissapointed once again
G B C
Because I don't know if I'll be alive when you listen to this
D
(I don't know if you are listening to me)
G B C Cm
I want to hate you but I can't
G B C D
I want to blame you but I'm the only guilty here
G B C
Sorry, but I wrote your name in my chest using a knife
Cm G
Sorry, but I need to cry for ten years more
B C D
I'm living for the 'maybe' that I know that will never come
( G B C Cm )
G B C D G
I am living for the 'maybe' that I know that will never be
Shit