Fridge’s full, something to distract me I’ll stretch the legs and get some rest I don’t need to know where I'm going to sleep Don’t care if I’ll wake up tomorrow Touching walls, I overlook the ceiling I feel the joy of saying: Here’s my home Now I feel my children will grow up Feel everything’s gonna end well - everything I live in the corner of a deverted look Inhale abandonment, exhale loneliness My smell is pain, I swallow despair I wished to be like you The car is about to arrive But I'm not allowed to get in it Shower, peace, happiness Good food, smiles, many, many sweet choices I wanted those things so badly I wish You say I can not Or I couldn't I know you thought I would not win Cause I'm not the chosen one That was the leash that tied me to who I was That leash that tied me To who you want me to be I'm the one who feels cold My bed smells like asphalt I wished to be like you I live in the corner of a deverted look Inhale abandonment, exhale loneliness My smell is pain, I swallow despair I wished to be like you The car is about to arrive But I'm not allowed to get in it Shower, peace, happiness Good food, smiles, many, many sweet choices I wished to be like you I wished to be like you I wished to be like you I wished to be like you I wished to be like you