C#m B A C#m
[Verse 1]
C#m B
I'm trying to survive these strange days
A C#m
This life can be such an adventure
C#m B
The world stands before my eyes
A C#m
wilder than it has ever been
C#m B
I forgot these old memories of youth
A C#m
that were caught right under the surface
C#m B
Forgot these souvenirs of you
A C#m
that were calling back the pain
[Chorus]
A F#m C#m B
I-- never felt happy somehow
A F#m C#m B
But I'm trying, I'm trying the best I can
A F#m C#m
I really wanna feel happy sometimes
B A
Really wanna know where the lights are
F#m C#m
But it only feels so wrong
B C#m
It's eating me alive
[Interlude]
C#m B A C#m
[Verse 2]
B C#m A
I never know how to shorten the distance between my heart and my head
B C#m A
'Cause through my eyes, the days are monochrome
B C#m A
I wanna feel the light of a new day
But I'm so scared of it all...
B C#m A
I'm scared this utter joy ain't lasting forever
A
It's eating me alive
[interlude]
A F#m C#m B
[Chorus]
A F#m C#m B
I-- never felt happy somehow
A F#m C#m B
But I'm trying, I'm trying the best I can
A F#m C#m
I really wanna feel happy sometimes
B A
Really wanna know where the lights are
F#m C#m
But it only feels so wrong
B C#m
It's eating me alive
[Interlude]
C#m B A C#m
C#m B
I'm trying to survive my feelings
A C#m
The joy is the ghost of a wanderer
C#m B
Lost somewhere outside of here
A C#m
Counting every hour
