Chest pains Alcohol poisoned Pretending nothing is wrong I'm young enough to rebound Is that how Jimmy felt? Fuck this shit It hurts trying to sleep Awake til 3 a.m. The noises bumping in my room Louder in my head Resistance to surroundings Body's non-resistant mold breaking in on itself Decayed cardiac arrest The pulsing beat soothes this burning chest pain Yellow liver Diseased, nicotine coated mucus cough Get me back on the track Take this beer from my hand Over my dead body This disease is part of me Nailing shut my coffin with tar and nicotine A caffine enriched nightmare Muscle spasm twitch...stop The blood ceases to flow Blackout of vision Fading to black again Then nothing infinite nothing